I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokbokki

Yes, I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki is a memoir by South Korean author Baek Sehee. It chronicles her personal journey through depression and anxiety, framed through a series of therapy sessions with her psychiatrist. The book explores themes of mental health, self-worth, and the everyday struggles of navigating emotions while maintaining appearances in a demanding society.

The title itself reflects the author’s emotional conflict—a balance between existential despair and the simple joy found in comfort food like tteokbokki (spicy rice cakes). Through honest conversations and introspective reflections, Baek Sehee offers a relatable and compassionate portrayal of living with mental health challenges.

Translated into English by Anton Hur, the memoir has received international acclaim for its raw, authentic voice and its role in opening up conversations about mental health in modern society. It’s a deeply personal and thought-provoking book for anyone seeking insight, empathy, and connection.